Yesterday, I had a crazy hormonal lunatic moment (or more like an extended period of crazytown) where I just couldn’t see anything clearly. I told Brent I didn’t know if our relationship was going to work. I felt trapped. I was raging. Then sobbing. A messy puddle of progesterone all over the place.

And he said something that knocked the hormones right out of me:

I let go of feeling trapped a long time ago. And I also let go of all the fears and doubts with it. I’m in the boat with you. There is no “is it going to work or not?” It’s just going to work because we will make it work.

My rock. My lover. My best friend. My partner. My beloved.

Your commitment. Your unconditional love. Your devotion. And most importantly, your stand for our partnership.

You bring the clarity to my haziness. You ground me when I’m scared. You hold me when I need you most.

Every day, I fall deeper in love with you Brent Kozlowski. I needed to fall apart and you let me. My heart is bursting right now and I’m crying thinking about who you are for me as “All of Me” by John Legend starts playing on Pandora:

‘Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I’ll give my all to you
You’re my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I’m winning
‘Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you.